Catastrophic Failure: a sudden and total failure of some system from which recovery is impossible.
This is how I feel right now. I never talk about my relationship on this blog, for good reason, but I will say today that my boyfriend of a year and half broke it off today and I feel like I'm dying on the inside. He has been my first serious relationship and although I am a strong woman I feel like I want to crawl in a hole and cry myself to oblivion. I feel lame and pathetic, and I'm sorry for putting that right out there for the world to read, but talking about it is the only way I know how to get over it. How do you heal a broken heart?
And what do you use to clean up broken dreams? Because there is broken dream all over my apartment and it's a mess.
I need a beer.